you think i would be happy. im out of school, i just vacationed, but i really really am hating everything at the moment. i want to ripp off everyones head, all for different reasons may i add, but it is the same. i dont want to talk,if i do i will be a total ass and probably ruin any relationship i have with any one. right now there is one thing and one thing only that keeps me fumming. the others are just silly, but this is the biggest. im not going to tell you what it is. you dont need to know. just know that i dont want to talk to any one, not even interested. i just want to look at the enternet in privacy! and rant...mostly rant..but i cant really rant what i want without offending a multitude of people.hopefully i will be able to just get it out by writing this. but i highly doubt.

one thing i have learned though is that im raising my children write and none of this chicken shit parenting that i see all around me. my god, people wonder why thier lives are fucked up. its because they need to grow a pair and learn to be responsible for something! im so tired of hearing "i can't". fucking try... you cant be so god damn retarded to figure simlpe shit out. i blame both the person and thier parents. thier parents were cock who dont care about what happens to their children in the future.it's always me me me...fuckin..it's not always about you. fuck, you think being responsible is a burden then you need to just fall of the fuckin edge of the world. i know i love my responsiblity. it gives me something to be proud of and i also know that i am protecting the thing that i love the most. but shit! if you have no responsibility, what good are you then? you should just die, because in the future there is no place for you. no one wants to live with a usless piece of shit. i for sure dont and i feel really sorry for the bitch who does. grrrrrr! i makes me so angery. i thank my parent for being such hard asses. sure, i might not get to go places i want to go all the time, but fuck, atleast i know my place and what my responsibilties are. no fuckin babying! im so tired of these mothers who think thier children are going to make it if they believe in themselves. that is not the only factor. you need to have bounderies and you fuckin need to learn them. im sorry if this offends you but if you are like this, you really need to get over you self and learn how to fly.
there is a point were you just have to give that shit up so you can actually function. i did and i am happier than ever...i no longer watch anime anymore, im not intrested any more, sure i will always enjoy what i did watch and read, but that stuff isnt useful to me any more. and an other thing!
fucking...everyone needs to stop obsessing! i hate it now....all i want is a nice conversation about how life is... not what level of fucking what the fuck, or that latest twilight book. keep that shit to your self.
GO OUT SIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!